Aftermath

It's been five full years and a quarter
Here I hold my ball point pen and a paper
After counting all the reasons and the causes
I was forced to make some pauses

Consistent inconsistencies
And now they're taking their toll on me
I ask that my mind and my heart to be in sync
writing while listening to some music

But oh, the melodies don't play the same as before
It's like taking every single note out till they're gone
I see all the nouns and verbs lay deflated at my feet
But then I'm still picking up words hopeful to get the beat

Tears often explain the words we couldn't speak
And it flows every time the emotion reaches its peak
No walls as strong as a mountain could stand
the avalanche of pain when it runs down

it rips us, breaks us into pieces
washes away the hope that fights to linger
shouldn't we look to what's remained?
surely there is rainbow after the rain

If i could gather all my broken hearts
I'm gonna give them all to you
Please do fix all its parts
Coz i wanna be made whole again
Make me whole again

As the moon shines in the dim night
So as your grace stands strong like the morning light
And faith works beyond all the sight
I know Lord that you will never leave my side

we bow our hearts

Sovereign God, we come before you today and we sense the desperation in our hearts and we feel the need to say forgive us for all the things that we've done; for despising what is dear to you, for neglecting your very words. For hurting the people you have created, for the sins and immorality of our generation, for hypocrisy in our churches, and we pray for your mercy, forgive us...forgive us.


This has been our cry; to see Your own special ways work mightily in our lives. We are crying that you visit us again, Good Lord revive us again. We are tired of our methodologies, of all our strategies, Oh Lord we want your way, we want it your way.... Come and stir up a passion in our hearts for you name, make us relentless and zealous for the works that would bring you glory and let your name be lifted high now and forever.
 

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We now look to your favor, strengthen us and make us able to carry your truth into the world with conviction. We need your grace because we are indeed weak and helpless, and we need you.

Forgive us for what we did in Your church. We have let our own standards caused division in your body and that's the reason why there are denominational barriers now a days. We pray and we bow our hearts... We want to see your Church be united again, singing with one heart, living with love  for all believers and having this one purpose; ....to glorify your name.

This is our prayer in the name of Jesus....Amen